For our March gathering (on 21st), woven with themes of Spring, Equinox and Lent, we returned to our regular haunt: the ruins of the Old St Helen’s Church, a location that not only combines “Temple” and “Wilderness” but also has a blue plaque at its gates dedicated to priest, mystic and scientist, Pierre Teilhard de Chardin, who lived and studied in a Jesuit seminary that stood next to the church.

Everything about the site is perfect for Hastings Wild Church.

This month several new people came along, including our first wild church baby!
Although I’ve been writing publicly about this initiative through Facebook and this blog, I haven’t advertised meeting details. People have to actively get in touch to find out more. I’ve chosen that way partly so I know who’s coming and partly to prevent faster growth that we can handle!
I’ve been intrigued to see the level of interest in the group – it seems to be meeting a local need. It’s been lovely having a regular, slow stream of new faces – all of whom have been friends or friends of friends, even those who’ve got in touch through the national Facebook group, Forest Church.

At this gathering we started by reflecting on the idea that not only is the Divine Presence (or God) “I Am”, but we also are little “I Ams”.
Jesus, replying to those who challenged his claim to be one with God, quoted Psalm 82, where God says, “You are gods; you are all sons of the Most High.”
In other words, humans are like little gods, little “I Ams”, with incredible, god-like power and potential, for good or for harm.
The point of the verse in Psalm 82 is that we humans have a responsibility for how we use that god-like power.
I’m hopeful that a reminder of this aspect of humanity can help to inspire in us a sense of agency, an assurance that we can be effective in contributing towards the positive change we long for in this world.

And so, we used our time of contemplative prayer in those beautiful, Nature/Spirit-soaked surroundings, as a statement of silent, spiritual resistance, from peace-seeking “I Ams”, against the current hubris of political leaders and the abuses of god-like power suffered by people across the world and by the Earth herself.
At a time of Equinox, seeking to redress the balance of power in this world.

And then, having had a time of stillness and silence, we explored whether stillness really exists![1]
Nature teaches us that everything is in motion, whether on an organic, cellular, molecular or quantum level. Without movement, it seems that life would not exist and, in fact, there would be no existence at all.
Most of our bodies’ cells are replaced every 7-10 years. Who you are now, physically, is a completely different person from who you were 10 years ago! That blows my mind.
And yet there is a continuity of consciousness, so we are in a sense still the same person, but in constant flow or change. And not only our bodies but our identities, views and personalities are also in flux.
Some theologians, like Fr Richard Rohr in The Divine Dance, would say that God is not so much a static being but more of a dynamic flow of love, the energy between the persons of the Trinity.
Nature is in constant movement, and in this time of Spring we see accelerated growth, with more and more species of plants, flowers and insects emerging week by week.

Similarly, Lent reminds us that we’re approaching a time of death and resurrection, of transformation – a movement from one state to another.
And so, I wonder if peace is found not so much in stillness but in entering the divine flow, where movement, growth and change are accepted as a wave to be ridden.

One of the group members also shared some thoughts on the cyclical nature of life – that we find the end of a process is often back at the beginning.
This quality seems to be written into the fabric of Nature – observed in the life cycle of every organism.
It’s not uncommon for individuals to find, in their spiritual journey or search for self, that what they were looking for was right back at the start. And yet perhaps they needed to go through the cyclical process, and undergo certain personal changes formed by that cycle, in order to find what was there all along.

Midway through the morning, as we have done at every gathering so far, we had a contemplative walk – some time to stroll individually, to observe and meditate on the things around us, and reflect on the themes we’d been discussing.

I was delighted to spot a pair of Treecreepers climbing up a birch tree, to hear a Nuthatch, and to find a small patch of Cuckoo Flower (one of my favourite Spring flowers and the food plant of the Orange-tip butterfly).

In keeping with the location and the theme of change, we finished with these words from Pierre Teilhard De Chardin[2]:
Above all, trust in the slow work of God,
We are quite naturally impatient in everything to reach the end without delay,
We should like to skip the intermediate stages,
We are impatient of being on the way to something unknown, something new.
And yet it is the law of all progress,
that it is made by passing through some stages of instability,
and that it may take a very long time.
And so I think it is with you;
your ideas mature gradually—let them grow,
let them shape themselves, without undue haste.
Don’t try to force them on
as though you could be today what time
(that is to say, grace and circumstances acting on your own good will)
will make of you tomorrow.
Only God could say what this new spirit,
gradually forming within you will be.
Give Our Lord the benefit of believing
that his hand is leading you
and accept the anxiety of feeling yourself
in suspense and incomplete.

(All photos mine)
If you’re local and want to find out more with a view to maybe joining us, please feel free to contact me, Roger Nuttall.
[1] I first explored this in Peace Like a…River? – Spirit of Nature in 2019.
[2] Pierre Teilhard de Chardin, French Jesuit, Catholic priest, scientist, palaeontologist, philosopher, mystic, and teacher. Excerpted from Hearts on Fire.
The title, “I Am… I Said”, for those who don’t know, is a reference to a Neil Diamond song.


















































































